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Elynn Bobbay's.

Sunday, June 06, 2010

Shoot Me .

" you are here ."



1 . "Shawn , I've something to tell you ."
"Oh , you do ?"
"Yes , this might be hurt you but I'm stay with my desicion ."
"Huh ?"
"I'm sorry love , I'm afraid I might have to leave you effortlessly ."
"What do you mean tho ? Are you gonna ended this up just like this ? Why ? Did I do something wrong , I'm completely sorry love ."
"No no no ! You did nothing wrong at all . I uhh , I feel very uncomfortable be with you when your girlfriends are around . They looked at me like I'm not for you. "
"Who ?! Shasha ? Betty ? Rosie ? Who ? Tell me !"
"Everyone . They just hate me smiling with happiness . I decided to leave you. I don't want anyone hurts . I just , I don't want myself crying every night thinking about this . I want you to find other girls that really fits you . I'm not , I'm not for you . "
"You really made me speechless . I told you to ignore them ! "
"You just don't understand me ! I've tried to ignore them but I can't . You'll never understand ."
"Listen honey , I'm here with you . I'm right beside you to help you with your problems . "
"Maybe for you , you're right beside me , but I just can't feel you holding my hands . I don't feel like you're beside me . I feel like I'm all alone . I'M ALL ALONE ! " *crying
"Baby , don't be like this . I love you , I love you with all my heart . We've been like this for 2 months . I don't want to waste my perfect moment with you just because of this typical problem . I don't want any tears . I want a smile face . I don't want to leave you . I feel weak when you're not around hugging me . I totally miss you . Don't leave me honey ."
"I'm sorry , I'm sorry , I'm sorry . I'm not for you . We're different , we are completely different . I'm sorry . "
"I don't want you to leave me ! I love you . Don't leave me ! "
"You just don't understand me and my situation . You're not into my soul . Just find somebody else . I'm sorry . " *leaving


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