"Dear God, the feelings I'm feeling right now is indescribable. But only You, knows how I feel now. You were there when I'm in doubt, feeling so miserable, feeling extremely anxious and nervous. You were there when I have no one to talk to. I prostate to You. I lower myself to You as a servant. I'm not a humble servant of Yours. I forget You when I'm happy. But You were there when I'm sad and angry. You are, The Beneficent and The Merciful. O Allah, no other words to say how sorry I am for abandoning you, for abandoning your messages that are written in the holy Al-Quran. O Allah, You have been given me so much. So much that I forget you. So much that I didn't say a simple word 'Alhamdulillah'. I'm being snobbish all this while, O Allah. I am truly sorry. Listen to my moans, Allah. You are The Guardian of Faith. You are The Forgiving. You are The Holy. And last but not least, You are The Source of Peace"
