"and it all went ,"
1 . Speaking of the devils , I bet you will never understand this . It's a long story but to make it short , I'm losing my very own friends . 'Where have you been Qist ? Qist , it's been awhile since we chat aite ? Qist you got any problems ? What's wrong with you ? I miss your hypernesslah Qist . Qist , when we gonna meet each other again ? Qist , when we gonna hang out ?' All this while , I felt lonely and miserable . All the things that I done , all came to the wrong way .
2 . After all , those mistakes that I've done are the ones that I couldn't think about . All the mistakes that I hope I will fix , will not fix . It's just that , I'm feeling totally left out . I only got a blog , a formspring and a twitter to share all my happiness and all my sadness . I'm weak , why is it all the wrongs and all the mistakes must be with me ? All this while , I keep on thinking and thinking , what was the biggest mistake that I've done . My biggest mistake that I've done was to be with you until now . My life is now miserable because we're not in the same world . Your world is far far away from me .
3 . All this while , I was hopping that I won't do the mistakes that I've done before . It hurts me a lot . How do you feel when no one will never forget you and hopping that you will come back to them ? I feel so proud and at the same time , their wish will be a little late and maybe it will be impossible . I feel like she's a beautiful girl , a smart girl , a good girl , a nice girl , she's good in English .I mean she completes what guys want right ? Unlike , me myself I'm not hot , not a smart girl even , a bad girl perhaps and a fake one of course . I hope you'll understand .
4 . So yeah , I know you guys are like blur with all sort of things that I wrote . But yeah , it's non-fiction though and non-fiction cannot change to fiction . Am I right ?
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